Summer is officially here! I finished my last final which I probably bombed but Ohh well I’m done none the less. And guess who forgot to bring a writing utensil for that final? This girl right here. Thank god I ran into my friend as I was walking to class.
I’m ready to get this summer off to a good start. :D

I really fucking hate this house. I don’t eat ANY of the food you make at all. So why the fuck when I bring home food for me would you eat it. You know you didn’t fucking buy it and there’s plenty else to choose from. So why the fuck would you eat the one thing in the house that is mine. I fucking hate people that mooch, especially if it’s a parent that goes to work and that’s it. I know you probably work hard, but so do I and I go to school. And now you’re sending me to bed without dinner.
Obviously I’m super protective with my food.

I really should be trying to study for my final on Monday. I’ve been trying to for the past three days but I just can’t seem to focus. My mind just goes everywhere else. I’m so ready for summer, my brain needs a break.
I’m not even prepared for fall and I already have to sign up for those classes like the first week and a half into it. I have no idea what I’m going to take. I really need to get on top of my game, but I just can’t seem to really focus on any of that. I just want to make mistakes, live worry free, and just enjoy everything to the fullest. But that seems near impossible without thinking about my future and school. I just want to settle down and not worry about anything. I guess overall what I’m saying is that I don’t want to grow up. I don’t want the responsibility, I don’t want the stress. But I’ll have to learn to deal, because I am growing up, I am gaining more responsibilities, and with that come stress.

Hey guys!! :D (if anyone is taking the time to read this)

Well I don’t think I’ve ever told you guys I appreciate you sticking around :)

Well I do so thank you! You are the best :D Anyways I hope you guys are having a lovely day and carry on with your live.

<3 you all

I can’t help but wonder. What would have happened if we had gotten together? I mean we had a blast when it was all fun and games, but would we have felt that same way if we had added commitment? Or would we just have failed and we would be where we are today. You were honestly the one person that I truly like being with the whole time we were around each other. Are personalities just complemented each other, we eventually got past our shy intimacy phase, and you were brilliant.
It didn’t break my heart when we gradually became strangers again. But it did leave me with a million “what-if’s” what if I had moved as fast as you wanted me to? What if I would have given all of myself to you? Would you have left as soon as you got what you wanted or would you have stayed? Would we be as happy as we were then if it had progressed? I don’t regret my past or anything that I didn’t do. But I’m always filled with questions, questions that may never be answered. But that’s life.